Saturday, 29 August 2009


and i didn't even realise i was lonely. i didn't even realise i had nobody. nothing, there is nothing, i don't have nothing but nothing, it's less than anything.

they don't call me, they don't need me, they don't want me, they don't know me.

it's not even something, it's not even anything, it's absolutely nothing.

and i'm just sitting in my room.
and i'm just sitting in my room.
nothing, nothing, nothing,
i'm doing nothing
not even. ANYTHING.

i'm wasting this day.
i wasted yesterday.
i'll waste another day.


  1. That is a really accurate description of the way I feel about my entire life at the moment! You put it into words far better than I ever could ... I'm just not that honest.